Convocation blues is what I feel after I saw my university’s latest convocation. Watching my friends graduating (seniors of course), and also some that was in the same batch as me. I was overjoyed to see them finally graduating and is finally entering the ‘adult’ world, the working world (if they ever get a job offer in this current economy), I hope them the best for the years that would come. However I’m also saddened by the fact that I might not be able to see them again after this. I kept thinking will they still remember me after this? Would they be the same after entering ‘that’ world? So on and so forth.
Then I got to thinking on and on about this made my head hurt and eventually I stopped thinking about it but I didn’t stop thinking of when will I be the one to graduate? Counting all the subjects that I still have to take and reviewing each subject their difficulty level (damn, I played too many games lately) I got worried. So lately I’m trying to be serious in my studies so that I could graduate earlier but adding my internship and my FYP (Final Year Project), I won’t graduate at least until next year or the year after next.
Now however I’m already making drastic changes in my life so that I would be able to fulfill my dream of graduating at least, graduating early? Currently I don’t see a way that I would be graduating early though. The only answer that is still floating in my mind is, “Should I still go with my attitude of ‘happy go lucky’ or should I change it and start being more serious in everything that I do?” I’ll try to find the answer as soon as I can but in the meantime I’m just going to be my usual self, having fun with my friends and family. Thank you and CIIIIAAAAZZZZOOOO!
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