Premonition

I already had this feeling,

a premonition of something,

I somehow knew it would happen sooner or later,

and now,

after doing some information gathering,

my feeling was true,

Somehow I knew,

Somehow I always knew,

I just want to know want thing,

Was I the cause ?

or,

Was the cause something different,

That is the only thing I wanna know,

The only thing that I know is,

That I was a fool,

A fool to try,

A fool to even think,

A fool that should have learned from the past,

No more I say,

No more !

I'm just gonna say it loud and clear next time.

FUCKING NO MORE !!

Hate it when things become like this >w<

and no one that I can actually talk to . . . 

FUCK IT . . .

I should just die or disappear . . .